Life is nothing more than a painful lie
But it’s not like it matters
Nothing ever mattered
I never was important
I was never a reason for a parent to be proud of

I am nothing more than a failure
I finally understand why i stopped trying, because i never was going to achieve anything

They always take a turn for the worse, I now think I am cursed

I’m sitting home just working on college essays

fuck 4/20 and prom both suck regardless

Guess who Isn’t going?
This Guy!
not to mention its on 4/20

Childhood, a time of happiness, learning, and innocence, but when it is coldly ripped from you by the cruel realities of the world, only the learning remains. My mother left us at a very early age and I was forced to be the caretaker of two by the age of eleven. I made the ultimate sacrifice for my family as I poured all of my time in improving the quality of life for my brothers. As time slowly progressed my father fell into heavy alcoholism to cope with the pain of his loss, and the stress caused by his work. As elementary school progressed, I became the target of constant harassment for being unnaturally silent, few words ever escaped my mouth, as I coped with the harsh reality that I dwelled in, tears welled upon my face each day, for I was losing everything around me, friends, family, and possessions. By the time sixth grade

Would you care to tell me what you think?

Spent the whole night crying under my chair in the fetal position, pretty pathetic right?

Just counting the days now, feeling completely alone sucks, on a side note people want to date me, too bad they are all in dallas, the fuck,

So after i move out here someone tells me that they want to date me…after i’m out in Odessa, and no longer Dallas. Wat Do?

I’m in dallas again for a bit, so i am just waiting to see if they can respond